The Chowkidar.
A simple song evaded his memory. He could not let go of
it because the hum refused to die down in his head. He evaded the obvious,
thought of the usual suspects and had to let them go as well. Farther down the
line, he expected to things to change drastically as he was going to hit the 70
years of age barrier.
He had to let go of his old chowki, the one he'd been
guarding for the last 30 years. Chowkidar Ramanjan could not begin to see the
end of his woes. A foot soldier in the Freedom Struggle of India, he'd marched
along with the one army which set the country free and now he wonders what
freedom has gotten him?
No retirement funds. An aging wife. Prescription drugs.
He looked away from the bungalow that had aged alongside
him like a faithful companion. Rambo, the Alsatian was long gone. Living was
just an exercise.
'Hah! Just like my grandpa used to tell me. People who
live, die.'
A seemingly distasteful imagery cropped in the head of
Ramanjan who could see people being let go as the forces of death prowl around
them. Outsmarting them was not possible.
He sighed.
'Thinking isn't the best thing to do at these times.'
Strolling became the same as patrolling for Ramanjan, who
could not keep up with his battle against the bulge of his belly.
'Fresh air. Trees. Health. Sharadha's hospital bill. What
about the monthly groceries?'
He came back at a snail's pace as he delved himself in
contemplation.
Thakur had come back and it was time for the chowkidar to
go back home. Shyamlal the night shift chowkidar wasn't a friend of his. He was
just another hotheaded young man. Not much to his liking.
Now, as he peddled on his bicycle slowly back home, the
road that led to his broken home was a narrow trail that crept through the
forests of that Ghats. His path today seemed to clear up for him that day. It
was an odd feeling in his head. That pesky song in the morning dawned on him at
dusk and he could not help but smile. A tinge of happiness in a day of toil and
Ramanjan walked into his home and went to Sharadha and whispered to her, 'I'm
back from work. Tomorrow I shall have to go back'.
Sharadha smiled feebly, 'Wonder if I was a bungalow you'd
look at me more often, Oh chowkidar?'
Ramanjan smiled, 'Work beckons me and I go to it for it
gives us food and clothing and shelter.'
Sharadha - 'What about the future?'
Ramanjan - 'What about the future? Let's worry about that
when we get there. Today isn't that day.'
A simple song struck his memory. He could not let go of
it because the hum refused to die down in his head. He evaded the obvious,
thought of the usual suspects and had to let them go as well, for today it was
all over. Until tomorrow comes.
And the sun set that night to the hum in Ramanjan's
voice.
"Ehsaan
Tera Hoga Mujpar
Dil
Chahta Hai Woh Kahene Do
Mujhey
Tumse Mohabbat Ho Gai
Mujhey
Palkon Ki Chaon Me Rahene Do"
Comments
"People who live, die." wah!
End of your blog post, I couldn't help saying out loud, "Aaye haaye"